I’m going to a public middle school next year, I’ll be in eighth grade. it’s been four years since I’ve been in a real school, since I home school, and even then it was just a very small private christian school. I don’t get out much, I have no idea what people my age even act like or do on a daily basis besides school, and am absolutely terrified of people. It’s hard for me to just walk around in a public place with other people, and when I see somebody walking towards me, I just freeze up and try to keep my eyes focused on the ground. I do have friends, but they all live far away from me. As you would expect, I have extremely low self confidence. I’m not exactly an attractive person, I have a really round chubby kind of head shape. my hair is naturally dark golden with lighter and darker highlights and mildly curly, but I straighten it because it doesn’t look good with my face shape. My eyes are one of my worst features. They’re a really deep brown, but turn red if I’m in direct sunlight, as I’ve been told my friends. But they look really fake with my hair. I’ve had some people ask me if I was wearing contacts before. I just cant get over how fake and wrong they look. My parents won’t let me get contacts, even though I’ve told them how embarrassed I am about my eyes. I have very pale skin, and freckles, but they’re barely visible. I’m a little chubby, 5’1 and around 145-150 lbs, but I actually look like I have a healthy weight because the weight is really well porportioned. I’ve tried to lose the fat but it just wont come off, I used to walk 2 miles everyday and don’t eat too much, but I didn’t lose any weight at all. I have really broad shoulders and a small head, it looks like my body is too big for my head, and I don’t think I’m going to "grow into it" or anything because it’s been like this ever since I was about nine years old. My only good features is that I have an hourglass body shape (I’m big boned though so it’s not one of the those tall slim kind of shapes), I have big boobs for my age, and my hair color. I know I’m not the ugliest person in the world, but I know and am trying to except that my looks are below average, and I also understand that it’s hard to be ugly and I’m going to get teased about it. I know looks aren’t evrything, but nobody likes to be called ugly. I think I have a nice personality, my friends tell me that I’m a good person, I’m very shy though and can sometimes lack compassion and have a hard time understanding what to do in most situations. However, my parents are constantly telling me that I am a horrible self centered b**ch who doesnt care about anyboy and is always using people. I try to ignore them when they say this, but it’s really starting to affect me and lower my already low confidence. And I hate Justin Beiber, Lady Gaga, Twilight, ect. In fact, I’m actually a big fan of anime, and I am completley aware that most anime fans are really looked down on. And I’m not one of those irrashonal fans whoes whole world revolves around anime (though mine partially does, since I don’t do much and rarely get to see other people) and thinks that everybody an evreything in Japan is just like it is in anime and manga. So how do I survive school? Like I said, I have a very hard time undesrtanding what to do in common situations, and am really scared of people. I know because of my looks I’m never going to get a boyfriend and am going to get teased, so how do I survive the teasing, mean girls, ect? And another really big question, how much homework is there? I don’t think I’ll live through school if I have 5 hours of home work lol.

I’m going to a public middle school next year, I’ll be in eighth grade. it’s been four years since I’ve been in a real school, since I home school, and even then it was just a very small private christian school. I don’t get out much, I have no idea what people my age even act like or do on a daily basis besides school, and am absolutely terrified of people. It’s hard for me to just walk around in a public place with other people, and when I see somebody walking towards me, I just freeze up and try to keep my eyes focused on the ground. I do have friends, but they all live far away from me. As you would expect, I have extremely low self confidence. I’m not exactly an attractive person, I have a really round chubby kind of head shape. my hair is naturally dark golden with lighter and darker highlights and mildly curly, but I straighten it because it doesn’t look good with my face shape. My eyes are one of my worst features. They’re a really deep brown, but turn red if I’m in direct sunlight, as I’ve been told my friends. But they look really fake with my hair. I’ve had some people ask me if I was wearing contacts before. I just cant get over how fake and wrong they look. My parents won’t let me get contacts, even though I’ve told them how embarrassed I am about my eyes. I have very pale skin, and freckles, but they’re barely visible. I’m a little chubby, 5’1 and around 145-150 lbs, but I actually look like I have a healthy weight because the weight is really well porportioned. I’ve tried to lose the fat but it just wont come off, I used to walk 2 miles everyday and don’t eat too much, but I didn’t lose any weight at all. I have really broad shoulders and a small head, it looks like my body is too big for my head, and I don’t think I’m going to "grow into it" or anything because it’s been like this ever since I was about nine years old. My only good features is that I have an hourglass body shape (I’m big boned though so it’s not one of the those tall slim kind of shapes), I have big boobs for my age, and my hair color. I know I’m not the ugliest person in the world, but I know and am trying to except that my looks are below average, and I also understand that it’s hard to be ugly and I’m going to get teased about it. I know looks aren’t evrything, but nobody likes to be called ugly. I think I have a nice personality, my friends tell me that I’m a good person, I’m very shy though and can sometimes lack compassion and have a hard time understanding what to do in most situations. However, my parents are constantly telling me that I am a horrible self centered b**ch who doesnt care about anyboy and is always using people. I try to ignore them when they say this, but it’s really starting to affect me and lower my already low confidence. And I hate Justin Beiber, Lady Gaga, Twilight, ect. In fact, I’m actually a big fan of anime, and I am completley aware that most anime fans are really looked down on. And I’m not one of those irrashonal fans whoes whole world revolves around anime (though mine partially does, since I don’t do much and rarely get to see other people) and thinks that everybody an evreything in Japan is just like it is in anime and manga. So how do I survive school? Like I said, I have a very hard time undesrtanding what to do in common situations, and am really scared of people. I know because of my looks I’m never going to get a boyfriend and am going to get teased, so how do I survive the teasing, mean girls, ect? And another really big question, how much homework is there? I don’t think I’ll live through school if I have 5 hours of home work lol.

at the beginning of eighth grade i grew some but then i stopped, i am now 5’3 1/2 . i wanna be 5’5 by the end of the summer . my mom is 5’0 or 4’9 and my dad is 5’6 . ive heard if you sleep with your legs straight it might make you grow taller . i go to sleep at 9 and wake up around 7 every day (and its summer) . i eat healthy . and i have healthy desserts . i almost have milk everyday (not a glass but calcium, like cheese sometimes, or low fat icecream, i dont really like milk )

i think sleeping with your legs straight really worked for me, i did it for 2 months and i grew .

i’m in eighth grade and i’m only 5’0 is there any way to grow taller without powders?